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DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

How do you expect to live the life you want if you do not do things for yourself? Think about that for a moment.

[…]

Do you want me to stay with you, John?

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

Sometimes I get things I want. I am satisfied.

[…] It depends on what you want. […] But when we were in the storage locker, although I thought we might die, I also felt safe together. […] And if something happens to my hand again tonight I will have to come find you anyway and if you are searching for another place to stay while I am searching for you that is not as efficient, and anyway it is more efficient for you to stay there because then neither of us have to move much of our things.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

You do not seem satisfied but maybe that is none of my business.

[…] I want to stay, […] but I am taking the floor. Is your hand still completely numb or is some feeling returning?

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

*I am learning to be satisfied.

No, I will take the floor […] I just hit my hand against the floor and my thumb somewhat hurts. That’s good, right?

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

Is this the life you want to live though?

That is good. But please be careful with your hand while it is without feeling. I am going to stop by the infirmary for a few things.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

Why are you asking? It doesn’t affect you. Do you get what you want, Maggie? Are youyou satisfied?

Okay. […] My pointer and my middle finger are back now too.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

There is no need to be sharp with me. If you do not want to talk to me about these things, you can just say so.

That is very good. Try to gently stretch your shoulder joint the way you do for me.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

The way you and Nat phrase things sometimes, it’s like you think I’m a child who either doesn’t know how to live or who hasn’t thought about life intelligently. Maybe you think you are being kind and helpful to me but I know how this goes. Very few people have the patience to continue talking to an adult they think is a child. And answer my questions.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

I would like us to better understand each other. They are called probing questions. I am probing.

And of course I am not satisfied. Although I am trying to be kinder, more optimistic, grateful. It is just not always easy thing to do.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

I have lost sensation in my hand and you are trying to probe me. What’s the expression? Take me out to dinner first.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

I am bringing you back to my place, isn’t that enough?

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

[…] IT’S MY PLACE It’s my place.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

That I want you to live in for the time being.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

Cohabitating while completely unaffecting one another.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

Obviously we can have conversations. And I intend to modify my schedule to provide you with the most time alone in the house that I can manage.

It’s just not conducive to anything if you say to me, “Think about that for a moment” as you “probe.” That’s like smacking my NUMB numb hand with a ruler.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

Maybe I just really wanted you to do something nice for yourself in that moment.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

Politely, respectfully, and without malice, there’s no good reason for me to do anything like that.

And the next probe will be of you.

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

Alright, I understand. I will stop. Sorry.

DM, 11/19

[lineman John "Quirkless" Hwang]

[…] […] Now come and save me please. C]:^)

DM, 11/19

[odinochka Margarita Son]

I’m coming, I’m coming. Be there soon.