odinochka | IC CONTACT

The way you and Nat phrase things sometimes, it’s like you think I’m a child who either doesn’t know how to live or who hasn’t thought about life intelligently. Maybe you think you are being kind and helpful to me but I know how this goes. Very few people have the patience to continue talking to an adult they think is a child. And answer my questions.

I would like us to better understand each other. They are called probing questions. I am probing.

And of course I am not satisfied. Although I am trying to be kinder, more optimistic, grateful. It is just not always easy thing to do.

I have lost sensation in my hand and you are trying to probe me. What’s the expression? Take me out to dinner first.

I am bringing you back to my place, isn’t that enough?

[…] ~~IT’S MY PLACE~~ It’s my place.

That I want you to live in for the time being.

Cohabitating while completely unaffecting one another.

Obviously we can have conversations. And I intend to modify my schedule to provide you with the most time alone in the house that I can manage.

It’s just not conducive to anything if you say to me, “Think about that for a moment” as you “probe.” That’s like smacking my ~~NUMB~~ numb hand with a ruler.