I’m sure she didn’t like it. But she was busy, and after a certain age she let me live my own life and make my own mistakes. I got my GED in the end.
[…] Ah, I understand. Cyrillic alphabet. I’m grateful you found that exchange funny, but I would appreciate you not telling anyone that’s what I think of that game. It would be difficult if people thought I hated having fun, on top of whatever else they think about me. […] I suppose I am asking for your help a fourth time.
But that’s easy for you to say. You seem to have no trouble around others, when you feel like being around them. People like you. I don’t maintain score to hold it over you. […] But I will stop mentioning it.
Hm. I see. I just find it hard to believe that you could worry constantly about whether you are being unfair to others and not at the same time expect a sense of fairness in return.
[…] […] […] You had once said to me that you do not care what I believe about you. I suppose I will invoke the same here. Either you believe me or you don’t, but your belief or lack thereof changes nothing for me.
I will only say that life is not fair. There is no point in expecting it to be, and I do not. But that does not mean we should not do what we can to make it fair for others.
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[…] Ah, I understand. Cyrillic alphabet. I’m grateful you found that exchange funny, but I would appreciate you not telling anyone that’s what I think of that game. It would be difficult if people thought I hated having fun, on top of whatever else they think about me. […] I suppose I am asking for your help a fourth time.
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You should not care so much. People will always believe what they want to believe. And I wish you wouldn’t keep score this way.
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But that’s easy for you to say. You seem to have no trouble around others, when you feel like being around them. People like you. I don’t maintain score to hold it over you. […] But I will stop mentioning it.
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[…] I don’t know if that’s true. I genuinely don’t. But why do you keep track then?
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I keep track so I do not overburden others. If I ask you for too much help and am unable to rectify the balance, that is not fair to you.
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Hm. I see. I just find it hard to believe that you could worry constantly about whether you are being unfair to others and not at the same time expect a sense of fairness in return.
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I will only say that life is not fair. There is no point in expecting it to be, and I do not. But that does not mean we should not do what we can to make it fair for others.
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I need to go. I’m sorry I was rude before. I will see you tomorrow.
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Well. Fumbled yet another interaction.Pleasant day.